不倒翁

最近我真的好像变成了不倒翁
但是不是它那永远打不倒的精神
而是那种总是被人推来推去的摸样

最近的生活
我过的好无奈
总是觉得自己没想法
没有自己的立场
被人推去那里就去那里
摆在那里就那里

想要说出心中话
却又被人否认拒绝
搞得我又自卑又没信心
开始怀疑自己的能力和想法

我要怎么走出来呢？
我要怎样才能说出我的想法？
难道我就不能照我的方式走吗？

不倒翁不是不好
至少它永不跌倒
就算被人脚踢拳打
它还是可以理当气壮的弹回来
还不赖吧？

Taken for Granted

There are so many time where i wish i have the second chance to undo what i did to avoid the awful feeling of regrets and guilt.

top of the list was my selfishness in taking things for granted. This is something that you will only realized when it really strike you. Suddenly you were left in a situation that are too late to be saved. You wish you should have say something to turn things around. sometimes it takes only few words or action to see that everything that surrounds you can be gone in the clips of an eye.

finally it make you realize that people or things exist for its own purpose, and if you stop appreciating them and starts neglecting, and in the end, it will be to late to start realizing the importance of their existence.

Sorry is only good for healing the surface but the cure for the roots of the pain was to start taking action and thank God for everything that you have.

The New Beginning

The beginning of a journey eventually indicates the end of another journey

This is it...

yesterday was the end of my wonderful time procrastinating in my comfort zone, being protected by family and be loved by friends.

today was the beginning of a journey that by Far only God knows. It may be hard but i know within lies the story that awaits to be discover and emotion yet to be experience.

Being away from a familiar scene and move on to a foreign nature gives me the scent of alienation and it feels exactly like going to a new school. Not knowing the group of people you are belonging and where you are suppose to stand. I guess this is God's way of giving me the new chance to start being who i really am without fearing of the past and the future.

God Bless me.

你不是我的遗憾

看到现在的你
想回当时无知的我
毫无顾虑的
迷恋你的一切
你的笑容
你的傻样
你的天真
你的梦想
你的执著

看到现在的你
改变了
成熟了
认真了
稳重了
也累了

那段有你的回忆
我不会抹去
我会留在脑海的某一个角落
虽然你只是个梦
但你不是我的遗憾

一段路

人生只不过是一段路程

这段路程会让你尝试
什么是痛
什么是失望
什么是背叛
什么是失败
什么是眼泪

但是同时

你也会尝试
什么是爱
什么是希望
什么是成功
什么是人情味
什么是人生

请不要放弃
请不要害怕尝试
人生只不过是一段路程
你哭了但你也笑了
你痛了但你也爱了
你跌倒了但你也站起来了
当你离别的那一天
才能够真实的告诉自己
我没有遗憾了。。。

回忆

在每一段回忆里
都有它宝贵的地方
就算再荒妙
就算再无聊
就算再痛苦

它都存有
一丝的甜蜜
一丝的希望
一丝的思念

不要把不好的回忆抹掉
看透它
你就会找回笑的理由

who am i?

after watching a meaningful commercial, one of the dialogue left a great impact on me.

there's this girl asked the grandpa,
girl: why am i not like the others?
grandpa: why do u have to be like the others?

this short conversation got me thinking,
if everyone is the same,
what is the point of living
God creates everyone differently
yet people change just to be like others

if everyone is the same
why God create you and me in the first place.
each of us is different
each of us is unique
each of us can shine in our very own way
but why do we have to hide away our uniqueness just to blend in

be who you are
this way
you are special
you are unique
you are not the others
you are who you are