你不是我的遗憾

看到现在的你
想回当时无知的我
毫无顾虑的
迷恋你的一切
你的笑容
你的傻样
你的天真
你的梦想
你的执著

看到现在的你
改变了
成熟了
认真了
稳重了
也累了

那段有你的回忆
我不会抹去
我会留在脑海的某一个角落
虽然你只是个梦
但你不是我的遗憾

一段路

人生只不过是一段路程

这段路程会让你尝试
什么是痛
什么是失望
什么是背叛
什么是失败
什么是眼泪

但是同时

你也会尝试
什么是爱
什么是希望
什么是成功
什么是人情味
什么是人生

请不要放弃
请不要害怕尝试
人生只不过是一段路程
你哭了但你也笑了
你痛了但你也爱了
你跌倒了但你也站起来了
当你离别的那一天
才能够真实的告诉自己
我没有遗憾了。。。

回忆

在每一段回忆里
都有它宝贵的地方
就算再荒妙
就算再无聊
就算再痛苦

它都存有
一丝的甜蜜
一丝的希望
一丝的思念

不要把不好的回忆抹掉
看透它
你就会找回笑的理由

who am i?

after watching a meaningful commercial, one of the dialogue left a great impact on me.

there's this girl asked the grandpa,
girl: why am i not like the others?
grandpa: why do u have to be like the others?

this short conversation got me thinking,
if everyone is the same,
what is the point of living
God creates everyone differently
yet people change just to be like others

if everyone is the same
why God create you and me in the first place.
each of us is different
each of us is unique
each of us can shine in our very own way
but why do we have to hide away our uniqueness just to blend in

be who you are
this way
you are special
you are unique
you are not the others
you are who you are

One is Enough

it is really hard to find someone who can

...understands you
...tolerates you
...knows your jokes
...talks to you with open heart
...read what's on your mind
...tell u the right thing at the right moment
...be there when u r walking down the road

if you can find one, then i think one is enough.

well, i found one.

p/s: yes, im talking abt u. :D

Stop

a lesson learned.

life is so much sweeter if i...

stop complaining
stop comparing
stop procrastinating
stop pretending
stop hating
stop being grumpy

instead...

start appreciating
start forgiving
start learning to comprehend
start doing my best
start loving

Is it?

today after having dinner, was watching HairSpray.
when it's alomost ending, Nikki Blonsky and Zac Efron kissed.
well... there's nothing much to talked about.
Just a heavy weight girl kissed a well shape teenager boy.

suddenly, someone said
"poor Zac, he have to kissed her!"
"no wonder he is closing his eyes when kissing her"

what a statement!
hahaha, i was little offended and it actually got me thinking

is it a crime for a fat girl to fell in love with a handsome cute looking guy?
is it only right and ok for a fat girl to date another fat guy?
so love can actually measure by your weight?

Believe it or not, this is how the world judge.

Finally

at last...
someone knew how i felt
understand my situation
stands in my shoes
agree with what i think

thank you for understanding

it was a confession that i long for.

I guess i wasn't alone after all.

What about you?

Just when I thought things are getting better...
guess what???

It got Worse. Yes.

Well, I am just gonna go with the flow.
Mind my own business.
I have tried enough.
And I'm tired.

What about you?

Amazing

It's amazing how some people can turn to be.

they can be your
...friend
...family
...tutor
...mentor

but sometimes they can be so fucked up. (opps... sory)
i mean... what do you expect right?

One more month

I cant wait for that day to come

the day where i can officially declare I'm free from the this hell
the day where i will go back to my own life and be who i am
the day where i can say... I'm Home.

My mom

My mom just called me.
Well, she always call me to make sure she can update me with what is going around her and vice versa.

The call, didn't last for a very long time. 20 minutes top.
there's nothing much to discuss except for routine questions
how are you? how's homework? is it cold?

but....

its the 20 minutes that makes the different

I always wait for the call everyday
although i already know what to answer
i just wanna hear the warm embrace of her voice
Her voice makes me feel like I'm home
all this while i thought she is calling just to check me out

and then one night...

My mom said to me...

"I just need to hear your voice
Your voice makes me feel like you are here with me."

my tears are trembling down my face


Thank you, mami.

p/s: call your love one today and give them the love.